The Ugly Truth

Ah yes, the truth. It will set you free….but first it will really piss you off. Funny how that seems to happen in my dating experiences too. I digress. Again.

So after my new years plan to get healthy, I did an evaluation after a week of said plan. The results…..back to weightwatchers. Yes, I know I know, I don’t want to be addicted to this damn thing for the rest of my life. But something has got to give. I bike 30-35 minutes TWICE a day to work. From going to the couch to that I should look like a damn super model at this point. But alas, I do not. I am basically just maintaining my weight from my horrid eating habits. Yes, they have gotten better but I have been tracking my food and I am going WAY over what my limits to loose weight. Not good.

 

Yes I said that WW really isn’t designed for you to “leave the nest”, but I am having too much trouble keeping the food in check without some concrete limits here. So I will just bite the damn bullet and go back on plan. I will come up with a strategy for the end of the program when I reach my goal weight. I refuse to pay for the online thing for years. Hell to the no. but hopefully by that time healthy eating will just be a habit. I am thinking it will take about a year. So leather pants from Banana Republic for the Christmas party…..you bet your ass I will.

 

On another note…I am going to exchange my helmet for an actual bike helmet. I am using an all-sport helmet and it is just pissing me off. I was pondering an article I read this morning about how guys react to chicks that are overweight. Since loosing a bit of weight I have had a few guys ht on me, not any that I would date though. But it got me thinking. A coworker said that when I get to goal weight that guys will ask me out left and right. Even guys that I know now would actually be attracted to me. Yeah that was super awesome of him to say. Felt like a million bucks after that one (can you hear the annoyance in my writing voice here?).  But would I really want to date some guy that only wanted to date me when I was “skinny” ummmm hell no. I am the same person regardless of my size. I might actually be a bit more of an asshole when I am smaller. I don’t think I should waste my time on someone that superficial anyways. Would you? All of a sudden you are acceptable because you are skinny? Hells bells. But that is just me (ITS CALLED HAVING STANDARDS). And I don’t think that sort of mentality will ever change. Oh well.

 

 Happy Tuesday wing-nuts!!!